Looking Forward
It wasn't really tough but it was kinda weird. I mean carrying the ashes of a burned body around with you is kinda weird. Dad is in my closet now, resting, waiting to be delivered to his final resting spot of choice. Odell Lake. The Estate for the most part is done. The Government has their paperwork, the bills are paid. Katrina, Jason and I still have to scatter his ashes. I was hoping to do this this summer but as summer wanes it is looking like that may not happen. I still have half of his stuff in my basement. Jason has the rest. Katrina has the family history and a few heirlooms. I still have his 24 foot SeaRay still and haven't decided what to do with that. I have done some work on it and I does run now. I fixed the things on the boat that I told him I would help him with. It seemed like the right thing to do. He is missed every day. Looking forward..........I have been doing some work on the house. Painting, new carpet etc. It feels good. It has been a long time coming. I also recently decided to start dating again. However, with my work schedule that is just not a simple thing. Most women want their men home in the evening, not driving to some far away destination.
I guess I am going to have to back up here. Just under two years ago I changed jobs within the company I work for. I was badly in debt and needed to bail myself out. I also needed a change of scenery. I went from doing local work to driving over the road. Then it was a welcome change, now I find that they aren't as willing to give me as much home time as I need or used to have. It is more money but the hours are terrible. I am on what they call the extra-board. that means they can send you out anywhere, just about at anytime. If I can get a dedicated run in the fall when all the runs are rebid, I will put any decisions about changing on the shelf for now. I have been looking at my options within the company and outside the company. Worst case is I may quit all together.
I bought a mini van to drive to work. Yes, a mini van. It only cost me $500 and I have already saved that in gas money. I promptly put a $600 stereo in too. hehe. Putting $4+ a gallon gas in a truck that only gets 9 mpg in the city was a waste. I still have my 1995 F-250. I will probably always have it as new trucks are prohibitively expensive.
My best friend Theo moved to NY with his girlfriend Sarah. I was sad to see them go. It has been a bit weird without Theo here. I expect that this will change our friendship forever. We had some really great times though. Lots of good memories and I will always have those. I think I am going to have to go see NY !
I have my other friends here though and I am making an effort to make new friends here and there. On the short list of Friends that I have here are :
Terre, Theos' ex wife. We have known each other the longest. As my friends go I have known her the longest of anyone I have ever met and has influenced my life a great deal. I could on and on here. We both know the story so I am goin to skip it. lol.
Rebecca, A friend of Terres' that I met and dated for a short time. We recently reconnected. It has been good to hang out with her again. We get along pretty good ! Rebecca is a very good cook. I will eat just about anything she would make. She is good with movie trivia and music trivia. I don't know how she remembers those details ! She has had a tough year with her horses. One just recently passed away from old age. I think that was harder on her than she lets on. The other she had sold at a livestock auction after he quite literally lost his mind while she was riding him. She is still recovering from her injuries.
Allison, I met Allison on a dating site about three + years ago. (Allie, don't shoot me if I have the time line wrong !) :-) We went on one date but have stayed in touch ever since. Like me she is very busy with work and family and has little time to date. She is dear to me just like the rest of the people I know.
Erich Lay, I met him thru Theo. We get along good. Like to do the same things. He just recently moved back from Eugene so I am looking forward to getting out and doing some biking with him and some camping too.
Katie Harrop and Marsha Matthews, I met both of them when Theo lived out in Hillsboro. I am still in touch with them. Katie now lives in Sandy Or. and Marsha moved to a different spot in Hillsboro. We don't get to hang out much but I think of them often and try to keep in touch.
I made some new friends at work too. John (Ed) Swenson, Jeff Daniels, Robbie Clark, Brian Orton. As truckdrivers we talk a lotta smack and get along pretty well. lol.
Robbie and I like to Mountain Bike. He is a bit more advanced than I am so I need to do some catching up there. I gotta get a better bike for the trails too. Something along the lines of a full suspension bike. We went riding and I ended up with a black eye from a rather spectacular crash. I landed on my face ! I still had a great time. It was good to get out and do some thing that I once loved to do. I was kinda disappointed in my skill level and endurance. they both have dropped quite a bit. The only answer there is to get back to it !
I haven't hung out with Brian in a while. In the past we have gone crabbing and fishing. I hope to reconnect with him when time permits. Our work schedules are nearly opposite. Ack ! I really like to go fishing too and Brian is the guy to do it with. He always gets his fish !
I also Have my good friends within my Airstream buddies. Janet and Gary; Cheryl and Jim; Claudia and Don; Jeff; Molly, Bob and the Dogs.
All of these people and more have had a great influence in my life and are really great genuine folks to be around, talk to and do stuff with.
(I know I left someone out here. I will edit this post as needed.)
Soo.....in the time that has passed since I have posted I really have just been working and in general ignoring life and let it pass by me without getting involved. Which for me really isn't going to work, I found out. Imagine that. lol. I have gone to couple Airstream rallies and went boating once.
Change is coming...........I don't know how yet or when...........but it is coming, bank on it.


















